Sunday, April 30

Finally exams are over.

Been overly stressed until last friday when we were finally freed.

Went Wala for drinks with a few of Xin's buddies and close friends to celebrate his birthday yesterday night. But I guess he had really a bit too much to drink. (That was an understatement.) Don't really want to go through the details again, but it wasn't a happy episode. Seems like he has to keep his alcohol level in check, otherwise, when the fun's over, all hell will break loose.

Anyway, gotta thank the guys for coming down and having fun.

And happy birthday.

Posted by Isabelle at 11:00 pm

Shit, you know there are just some times when you underestimate things, they can turn out to be one helluva disaster.

I'm freaking scared to death, I hope tomorrow everything will turn out fine.

Posted by Isabelle at 2:51 am

Wednesday, April 26

Not a bad paper today. Thermo didn't stun me as much as that freaking bio paper, so I'm fine with it. No comments.

Down to 2 days before we finally finish our exams, and there goes our first year in uni. That was damn fast. Been playing hard in our first year, and loving it every minute. Heh. So much for our freshie year. Next year we'll welcome those freshies. Lol, sounds interesting.

Got a lot of things I need to start planning. Took up this tuition job recently, and pretty pleased about it, since they are paying me 50 bucks an hour, equalling to 400 bucks per month. Pretty cool. I'll have to fit that into my coming schedule though, coz it's in katong, which is considerably far from hall.

Gonna sleep soon, have to study Maths tomorrow.

Posted by Isabelle at 3:41 am

Tuesday, April 25

It's another early morning blogging day, and we are just 3 days to the end of our exams! Wahaha. Thermo is just about 6 hours away, and I'm gonna turn in soon. Pretty shagged after studying at James' place.

Been lacking sleep recently, and it's drastically showing up on my face. I'm pretty irritated by that one particularly big red blotch on my nose. Hope it goes away soon.

Sometimes I gotta tsk at Han Wee. He watches tv like nobody's business when there's a thermo paper just coming up in about 12 hours' time. Well, like we said, the 'Han' Dynasty started when the Mat Sci paper ended.

I wonder if everyone's going to sleep soon. The last time I checked before I left the room, they were still discussing something on thermo.

Anyway, good night, er, I mean good morning peeps.

Posted by Isabelle at 6:40 am

Monday, April 24

Wow.

You know, when I saw Han Wee's and James' coutdown timer to the end of exams on their desktops today, I felt very consoled and relieved. Another 4 days, and we'll finally be done with year 1. Right now I'm really just trying to get by. Haven't been having good night sleeps for quite some time, and we seriously don't sleep just because it's night time. Rather, sleep only comes to us when there is a need for it. Currently, my nights are like days and days are like nights. Not much of a difference for me.

Will need serious biological clock adjustments after exams.

Quite tired, so I won't blog much longer.

Gonna hang on guys.

Posted by Isabelle at 5:57 am

Thursday, April 20

Bio paper was a flop, but thank God it's over.

3 more papers and I'm finally done for this sem.

Gonna be year 2 soon!

Can't believe time just passes by this way.

Got what I wanted for intersem, which is Psychology, and I'm pretty excited about it.

Feeling a little bad for him, coz I pang-sehed him in World Politics for Psycho. Heh.

Ah, but I know I can't cope with history and all those chim stuff la, so, had to implement some survival tactics.

Mat science is on friday, and after that, it'll be a week to freedom!

Posted by Isabelle at 2:46 am

Tuesday, April 18

Well, it's 2 down, 4 more to go, and 10 freaking more days to the end of this year finally. Argh, can't wait.

Bio's tomorrow, so means it'll be 3 more after tomorrow, and I expect things to speed up a little.

Gonna get some rest before the afternoon paper tomorrow, or rather in about 7 hours' time.

Posted by Isabelle at 5:39 am

Sunday, April 16

Belle's Fun Facts

For fun.

Posted by Isabelle at 1:18 am

Saturday, April 15

Not really focused these days.

Posted by Isabelle at 6:26 pm

I think it's about time to slap myself awake. The more I wallow in deprecating self-pity, the more I drag everyone down with me. This is not gonna work for me. I know I'm not that way. It's about freaking time I wake up my idea, and get my ass back in shape.

Get up, Isabelle. I'm not weak.

I'm counting on myself.

Posted by Isabelle at 12:31 am

Friday, April 14

Studying hard in James' room.

Chiong Bio.

Not going back to my room until the freaking dawn comes back up.

Posted by Isabelle at 7:55 pm

Raining now, feeling a little cold, and I'm studying over at James' while he's sleeping in the cold weather, snoring soundly.

Sigh.

Feeling tired, and bothered. Things are not going fine, but I don't really know what to do. I'm just... trying my best. Been feeling quite stupid these few days, making stupid decisions, stupid comments, coupled with yesterday's organic paper, it made me felt lousier. I feel that every move I'd made, every single stupid move I'd taken I made worse of the situation.

I just don't know what to do. Someone tell me. Someone freaking tell me what's wrong with me.

Just don't blame me.

Posted by Isabelle at 5:33 pm

Thursday, April 13

It's less than 12 hours to our first paper, and I'm over at James' room listening to Xin lecture about 'homologous' and 'heterologous' stuff about Mass spec. Feeling quite tired and saturated. Think I'm gonna call it a night soon. Not gonna bother anymore. Organic Chem can go screw itself.

Heh.

Posted by Isabelle at 2:12 am

Monday, April 10

ah... (realised it's been quite a while since I posted.)

3 days to my first paper, and I'm kinda numbed already. Don't think I can except much for my results this semester. I'm just trying to do my best.

It's quite scary, having so much to study in such a little time.

It's gonna be another overload of information.

Posted by Isabelle at 11:49 am

Sunday, April 2

Quarrelled with my mum again. Always have the tendency to fight with her during exam times.

Not gonna lose focus.